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26 April 2024

By Don Wiley of Murrieta, California, USA

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord my whole life long.

Psalm 23:6

Since before I can remember
there has been a yearning
a desire
a hope
a seeking
something out there (or in there)
that needs to be found
discovered
reached
achieved
just something.

At times it seems close
and other times very distant
almost disappears
but always there
even when I don’t pay attention.

At first it would surprise me
like déjà vu or awe
Then it causes me to search
not sure what for
but search nonetheless
Seeking answers to questions yet unknown
never feeling satisfied
yet knowing
there is something to be found.

Then there is an experience
that provides a glimpse of the unknown
and I think I’ve found it!
Tears and jubilation express the joy of growth and vision

Yet the little bit of light and hope
soon is overshadowed by life
and complexity
and doubt.

Study and practice slowly
very slowly
lead to more glimpses
more “aha’s”
and more awareness that what is to be found
is much, much greater
than this moment or this finding.
The glimpses are becoming
evidences of openness
and emptiness
that are part of the process
of becoming who I am called to be.
A glimpse occurs when trust peaks
trust in the unknown
leads to faith
and some knowingness.

Part of the process is accepting the limitations of this moment,
not being focused on limitations,
but accepting them (naming them)
and taking another step—
into the unknown.
Study and practice
in openness and receptivity to take another step…
until you reach through the veil.

Prayer Phrase

“…my God turns my darkness into light” (Psalm 18:28).

Spiritual Practice

Light

Close your eyes and become centered with your breath. As you breathe gently in and out, reflect on the statement, “The light of God is in all things.” The light has a bright, soft beauty and radiates God’s healing love. The light of God reaches you and permeates you with a deep sense of peace. Rest in the light as it surrounds and fills you. Thank God that you live in God’s light, and it lives in you.

Today’s Prayer for Peace

Engage in a daily practice of praying for peace in our world. Click here to read today’s prayer and be part of this practice of peace.

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